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Mar. 2nd, 2009

  • 10:58 PM

Enough is enough, cant find a more sophisticated way of phrasing this so i shall go with the flow.

I shall stop being a bastard and say mean stuff to people unless they started on me first which i will then be very willing and glad to retaliate.
So this blog will be nulled as i plan to start a new one where there will be no cynical comments ( hopefully, maybe a little ) and less bitchy stuff.
I shall also strive to be happier , after all it is better to be happier than miserable ( wow so BNW-ish ) .
One last thing which i think will shock most people is that , i am no longer an atheist. Yes , finally, i am more receptive and sympathetic to the virtues of religion and hey i cant prove it doesnt exist but i cant prove it does either. Doesnt help if i keep condemning religion. Watching videos on the birth and development of a fetus and on nature ( the seasons, trees) makes me wonder to myself whether i was right about the non-existence of god, i mean such beauty and wonder , is it just science ?  Clarence kinda helped a bit , i mean he is the opposite of whats going on with me , he is becoming more and more ("atheistic?") and is starting to believe that god doesnt exist, with him acting as the anti-religion, i look at him and go, "wtf thats me ?".

Lets hope that i will be able to press on.

PS: Dont go aww after reading this, it doesnt help me in any way.

Feb. 17th, 2009

  • 10:11 PM

Damn damn damn

I got to make decisions fast, or rather decisively.

This habit of procrastinating is really screwing my life up and i am feeling much happier nowadays. Guess i shall plunge into the unknown and see what awaits.

Jan. 23rd, 2009

  • 1:53 PM

Wow chinese new year, i dont really like the whole chinese new year theme. I makes me feel nostalgic which is bad really.

This shall be a very short post as i need to pack my bag for my trip to china tmrw where i will be on a holiday.

Anyway i have a new maid who my mom is teaching to cook, shes okay i guess. But the weird thing is that shes 23 which makes her relatively young and i keep calling her "Auntie" due to the convenience. My mom is trying to teach her some peranakan cooking while appearing to be awesomely delicious in the show "little nyona" was a tad disappointing when my maid cooked it. Was really salty, well i blamed it on my mom who i call a fallen " peranakan " , since she is one and yet cant cook nor sew ,

School life is getting really hectic and sometimes i wish i can jump into a time machine and fly back to when i first started J1.

Dec. 29th, 2008

  • 1:41 PM


1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
-Will be the second i guess, i can lie even when looking into someone's eyes; guess it has to do with my ability to deceive myself that my lie is true.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry?
 

- I dont get angry easily just spiteful. 

3. You are on a flight from honolulu to chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. you have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call?:
- My mom and tell her not to be sad for everyone has to die someday and i am going with literally, a bang.

4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?:
- I wont tell anyone i guess, for my remaining days i will quit school and travel the world by myself. First Japan, second Europe. Being afraid is of certain but i will get over it fast, something i am good at is getting rid of emotions using logic.

5. You can have one of the following two things- Love or Trust. Which do you choose? Why?:
- Trust, whats love without trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?:
- Goodbye dog, I might save the dog though if suddenly i get all nice and stuff.

7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?:
- Will never happen as i hate cheaters. Erm if i really did then , i probably will not tell her as whats the point of blowing something up when its nicely buried six-feet under?

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say?:
- Firstly, i hope its a she cause if its a he i will be like OMGWTFZQEQWESA. Erm, i feel that once she becomes my best friend then its almost impossible to form a romantic relation with her so i will probably say no. It depends on the situation though.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or why not?:
- My grandma from my mom's side whom i talked to less than 30 sentences. No, i wont give up one year of my life for her besides one year for one hour, do the math -.-

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?:
- I think i will be best buddies with myself. Finally someone who approves of my cynicism.

11. Does love = sex?:
- NO!

12. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say?
- I am honest with my opinions so yeah.

13. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?:
- That i like them.

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?:
- Losing myself , thats the ultimate loss to me.

15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?:
- I told my royce chocolate that i love them.

16. Imagine- it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?:
- Myself, i dont mind if i see myself there. My kind of atmosphere by the way.

17. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or why not?:
- No, cause i dont know how to do it and it will be dangerous for him then.

18. You are holding onto your grandmother's hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your reason for making the decision?:
I will let my grandma die. Do the Math, the newborn can contribute to society and help the world. My grandma has her chance of living already and i am sure she wont want me to deprive a newborn of a chance to live.

19. Are you old fashioned?
Yes, i like to drink tea and read the newspaper.

20. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?:
- Christmas presents.

21. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?:

- To love.

22. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?:
- True perfection.


Dec. 28th, 2008

  • 11:06 PM

Its been a long time eh , since i last posted.  Theres a reason for all that, christmas is over and all the joy and happiness in the world has evaporated and all thats left is reality. 

Reality that, to me is never pleasing. I am confused and sad, i dont know which path to take, i used to think that the path was rock solid but now although the path is still rock solid, traps has sprung up along it. Traps which could cause more than bodily harm to me, traps.

Leaving CJ, i get to pursue my interests , science and ultimately move on to study medicine hopefully or i could end up in forensics. I swear the human body is really interesting. Not to mention i will be able to get a decent CCA and not feel screwed up whenever someone talks about their CCA. I miss feeling Busy, the empty time slots make me feel empty inside.

Insomnia hasnt really left, i keep thinking , thinking and thinking. Everytime i close my eyes, i review the day's events , what happened, what did i say, what did others say. Slowly documenting them , filing them inside of me, so that one day i can take out the files and peruse them at my whim. To understand others better, to understand their actions. Easier said than done, the thing about actions are that , they can be lies too. Only that its a much more powerful lie, people used to say actions talk, well i say thats bullshit.  I feel as though theres another Kenny inside of me, one thats a much better person that the one on the outside. And hes the one that makes me miserable as he doesnt like what i am doing or saying.  Thankfully, he is easily bribed, afterall he like the other Kenny, is motivated by self-interests.

I always wondered if a good guy does evil when he intended good, does that make him evil or bad? Yeah, so what if he did not have bad intentions, he still killed a person. A bad deed will always be a bad deed, accidents does not absolve one of guilt. What if a guy wanted to save a old lady from being knocked by a car and try to push her to safety but instead pushes her towards another car? Does that make him bad? He was afterall attempting a good deed which backfired.

Christmas was fun i guess, partying at Tim's house.

Thank you for listening,  Be back soon, i hope.

Dec. 6th, 2008

  • 10:35 PM


Its time to make a choice , Move or stay in CJ.

Anyway did the personality quiz on faza's blog and tada..

Analytical Thinker Analytical Thinker (AT)

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.


Yeah this is me , seriously. I guess i am more of a science guy then.

But the dry humour part is kind of freakishly accurate i guess haha but its true that my home and workplace are chaotic : P

And yes i am arrogant i admit it.

Potato Po-ta-to.

Nov. 30th, 2008

  • 1:13 AM

Watch in horror as terrorist storm Mumbai.

Watch in horror as Bangkok's airport is sealed.

So many deaths so much damages.

And may the Singaporean who died rest in peace, sincerely that i hope. What a screwed up way to end a 28 year old life , and she had such a promising future as a lawyer.

Terrorists, dont they understand that all they are doing is spreading anarchy and killing the innocent. If they felt that the govt screwed them over and that they are innocent, dont they know they are doing the same thing to the people who are truly innocent.

Screwed up world, this kind of events are exactly why i dont believe in religion.

Nov. 30th, 2008

  • 12:42 AM

Ok to start this post off, we celebrated tim's 19th birthday yesterday at raffles city shopping centre's shodoku. Which personally i felt, while expensive was good. Certainly one of the best jap food places in Singapore, but not THE BEST,  after going to Japan two years ago, i always felt Singapore's jap food cant be compared to theirs . Its like comparing Batam's room-service steak to like Jack place's steak, dont get me wrong , Jack place doesnt have the best steak and Singapore's jap food aint  that bad . In fact it is rather good, and only differs from jap's by a small but considerable amount. But but but, Jap's sashimi is alot better than singapore's.

Omg why am i talking about jap food haha, yesterday's highlight was tim's birthday which he said was his best birthday ever, certainly partly because of me , annabelle, nette, mark , ivan but more significantly, TRINI :D

In response to tim's quote: " Its cool man haha, i will try to cut down on the meanness. I was rather cranky yesterday due to a lack of sleep. Anyway we get along well partly due to our similar interests like you said i guess, i feel comfortable i guess , knowing we like the same things. Anyway thanks for the comment about me and thanks for using the name kenny instead of remy.

Ok! About today, i went with my parents to queenstown to eat fishball noodles which is still as good as ever. Seriously, there are alot of noodle stalls in singapore, but only a few i am happy with. One is t he one near Ivan's house, WHERE ARE THE GOOD FISHBALL NOODLE STALLS. I actually wanted to after my O' levels,  travel around singapore and try every highly recommended food.

Dinner time, we went to some teahouse which i really liked and which really helps me to relax. I like drinking tea .. Omg i really am , a old man as said by trini. Its just nice i guess. I had like Jasmine honey which was really nice. Bitter tea are for rainy days, sweet tea are for days i want to relax. My bro was driving us there , since he just got his license . When he was driving i felt a little influx of emotions as it felt as though i aged alot, seeing my bro driving and stuff. But that faded when i saw my father scolding my brother, it was really really funny haha. He was bitching at my bro's driving to my amusement and at that time , i made a gigantic ( note that i am not using the word little to show the significance.) mental note to never drive my father anywhere eventhough i knw its inevitable, or at least try not to haha.

Havent been blogging lately as i was lazy, will try to change.... will try.

Nov. 26th, 2008

  • 10:56 PM

I am back from Batam but i am not really happy about it as i had an awesome time there, from cheap shopping to incidental physical touch to my boxers. Dont feel like blogging now , will come back soon.

For the mean time, on to my music cds which i bought from Batam, Pavarotti and andrea bocelli really have awesome voices.

Nov. 15th, 2008

  • 12:24 AM

I am happy

Happy that i am in the time where change has come

Happy that i witnessed the first black president of the United States

Happy that i will one day look in the future generation's history book and go " oh i was there during the election where Obama won"

Happy that I am back on track in exercising.

Happy that change takes the form of Obama not McBush.

But yet are we being too optimistic? Can Obama really solve the economic meltdown or is just, merely a preacher instead of a do-er.

Raised hopes

High hopes

Obama is hope but too what extent can he carry it off?

Will we then look back 10 years from now and go " Oh, Obama is history's first ever black president of the US , but what a disappointment he is..." or go " History's first ever black and greatest president."

Do not pity the man for being president in a time of turmoil but congratulate him for history's best presidents emerged in times of crisis. Roosevelt, J.F.K for example. But of course there is Mr George Bush who despite 9/11 still screwed up, we will not remember him for his anti-terrorist acts but his I-RAQ speech.

But i am just rambling , the movement of time and events is not controlled by me as much as i wish for it. I am just a astronaut in outer space , drifitng with no control, looking at the events that follow with interest. Just interest.

Speaking tongues

Hissing, piffing and whoo-shing . Believing that they are god's blessed one , the special one. Goes to a church where everyone starts doing it , everyone. Its not a blessing, its a sub-conscience desire to be the special one. Everyone likes that feeling , even me. But dont they realised they are being a joke, a joke to on-lookers.

No offense but people are diverting from the true path of religion ( if there is one.) WHY ,why , why are people trying to convert people to christianity thru fear, fear of the nether world, hell. A fear imbedded into believers a fear which makes them conform to the religion. As much as i dislike religion , this degradation disgusts me. Atheism is increasing, i am happy.

Thanks for reading, thanks for sharing my moment of  momentarily happiness.

Cheers!

Nov. 9th, 2008

  • 9:00 PM

I am back, yes i am back, from Malaysia.

Well lets just say, i really enjoyed myself in the tour. Before this , i always detested Malaysia for its corruption and also partly due to history lessons when i learned about their screwed up policies. But, they really have a nice culture and the place is really nice. Shopping-fanatics, Malaysia is the place for you!  The food there was good i guess , by Malaysia's standards but hey, no one can say Seafood sucks unless it really does suck bad.

I am really tired and dont feel like blogging. Feel kinda bad for missing on the class's CIP fund raising event but i will find other ways to make up for it i guess.

For now, dinner awaits and my Nintendo DS which i plan to buy this week, free dling of games : )

Nov. 4th, 2008

  • 11:16 PM


Wow i havent been blogging for a long time , so before i start.

"HUFF PUFF" and there goes the cobwebs and dust. I know i know, lame =.=

Well, PW is finally over, its deceased, its buried six feet under. I think i outdid myself for the OP , am very satisfied with it. I cant deny i was very nervous but it soon went away, we were with heidi's group . They did a fantastic job , well at least for their group. The other last two groups werent really good. One of its members were sleeping , the girl was reading off a script, the other girl was ok and the last member of the group was rather funny, He brings up a point and then goes into something irrelevant and without warning, comes back to the topic. Cant really blame them i guess, one of their members didnt come but hey at least you can prepare your individual portion better : P Aint criticizing them, just feel that they are penalizing themselves that way.

Obama's grandmother died yesterday, that must really suck for him, his grandmother died before her wish came through, Her wish of seeing her grandson "move into the white house", anyway that will soon become a reality anyway. Obama is kinda lucky i guess, he is running against McCain who sucks big time. I bet if we have to write a history essay on the election, the real reason for Obama's victory while partly due to his eloquence and motivational speeches, is largely due to McCain's own mistakes. Palin was a huge mistake and scandals surrounding him just destroyed him. Palin spents 150,000 dollars alone on her "clothes consultant" and even McCain's foreign advisor doesnt even get paid that much. Can you imagine if he wins? He will probably paint a scene of the vietnam war on the white house and Palin will probably build a bridge from America to Russia.

I am rather ok with my promo results i guess and oh well i wont be collecting my promo results on 7th anyway which is on Friday for i am going on a HOLIDAY! Whoo hoo, but wth i have to take the ferry. And for the record, i hate that form of transport.

I am feeling sad now for no apparent reason, its after PW and i am supposed to be happy. Anyway Isaac Lim killed my post-pw euphoria by confiscating my handphone and forcing me to go Toa Payoh to cut my hair before he returns it to me. Oh well, at least Jeremias had to do it too : P

Someone should show Ms Teo the photo on Theodora's facebook, i swear she will freak out so bad HAHA.

Ok , this post aint exactly long since i have nothing to talk about. The cynical vibes arent working really well right now but i am sure it will be back on tomorrow : ) Or at least till i find a topic.

For now, its time to exercise and exercise and SLEEP! Trying to toggle my body clock back to normal and make me a day animal.

 

Oct. 18th, 2008

  • 3:46 PM

I am not happy which totally goes against my expectations of "after-promo-feelings", i have so many things to  consider , plans and plans and plans.

Tuesday will be the day results are out and whoever sells tissues on this day will be rich.

Planning every step of the way but then hestitating at the last moment, sometimes i wish i can save a holographic version of myself and when the time comes for me to convince myself , i will press a button and he will appear telling me how i felt and the reasons for planning the event in the first place. Not to mention he can scold me and i wont feel pissed because i am scolding myself although it will be kinda freaky.

Anyway sorry Ivan, the low blow with the water balloon was bad, i feel rather ashamed of that, didn't really expect it to hurt so much. Was expecting more of a "wtf, now my pants is wet" response instead. Oh yeah we can expect and expect but the ending result might not be to our expectations.

Not to mention PW, OR is coming up and this is a nightmare, i mumble and mumble. I don't know the right volume to speak at because i can hear myself perfectly well in my own head (considering the voice is being produced inside of me) , oh well i will just have to speak as though i want to deafen myself or something.

Sometimes i wish i have a timemachine or better have the innate ability to travel through time.  I would travel back to my childhood, just realised i have forgotten everything about it.  Not to mention travel to the future to see how it would be like and what stuff i should avoid.

And damn it, i have been having recurring dreams of promos. I dream that promos aint over and i am still studying which is screwed up, i wake up and go "omg i need to study math" , only to realise "oh wait, promos are over". And my dreams seriously should be on another subject, it keeps going Math, History , Math.

How cool would it be if i could live life all over again.

Oct. 17th, 2008

  • 12:32 AM

We understand the Hows to morality and not the Whys
 
     We flaunt our moral fibre without knowing why its moral
We know the Hows not the Whys
We go around commenting on others
When we know the comments are mostly untrue
We speak loudly without lamenting on how others might feel
No, our self-happiness is more important
We embrace the flaws of others while running from our own
We get annoyed and pissed when others use them against us
We are all the same really
Knowing the Hows and not the Whys
Shows our blind acceptance of values
Yet we are happy about it
We should be
Its moral afterall
But why
Why
Uniqueness is not special anymore
Its weird
We criticize BNW
While we are doing the same thing
Social conformity
Hypocrites at every turn
Hugs with evil thoughts
Fake smiles and true hatred
What is different is weird
Others cant have their own set of thinking
No, individuals with their own set of thinking are weird
Are Cynical
Are Aliens
No, everyone should be the same
If not they are weird
Oh my god, maybe they have extra arms
Gasp maybe they are martians
We should isolate them
Hiding insecurities
Everyone has insecurities
Those who say they don't are the ones who have the most
Yet the unique are powerless
Be heartened tho that they are not like sheeps
To be tamed to be nurtured
To be society's monopolistic product
Where no other products can exist
No other firms are allowed
What of individual thought
We critic others yet we don't do it on ourselves
How does the bitching help
Deriving happiness from others
Embracing religion when you are helpless
Throwing it to one side when it fails to serve your purpose
A job of a critic is simple
We bitch at others
Thriving on negativity
And rarely embrace their good points
For humans thrive on tragedies
We are not civilised people
We have clothes and shoes
We have technology
We have morality
We have blind beliefs
We have blind trust
We are hypocrites
We are nice for the sake of being nice
Will you die for others
Self interest above all
Bodies as stepping stones to success
Laughing
Smiling
Joking
While some person is there
Hurting
Draw the damn line
What the hell is the line
Where the hell is it
Wait, why must we draw it
Oh yeah Moraility
That is just a word
A
Word
Wheres the justification
Where are the Whys
Something screws up
Aw shucks
Its alright
Is it
Uniqueness
Is that a word
No its what defines a person
Whats the social norm
Outside of it
Omg hes weird ah ah ah
Dont bitch at a person
Bitch at his beliefs
Not everybody is nice and a perfect product
We all are flawed some way or the other
We hide
Run
Insult
Cover up
Behind the words
Normal
What the hell is normal
Normal so we get social acceptance
No thanks
What others say don't matter
For you know they wont act
Say say say
Harmless they say
Lies are bad
Truth is crap
We are special

Had to let it allllll out, had repressed this for a long time but i dont really care anymore.
No mention to any people in particular
Its society in case you didnt realise
Dont like what i am typing, then dont come to my blog
I aint changing to people's standards
Its tiring and mundane
Do what we want
Even if we are the only ones left with that belief
Stand true to it
Thats life.




After Promos!!!!!

  • Oct. 12th, 2008 at 8:20 PM

Hmm, Promos are over and i am tasting sweet freedom, but thanks to the "social conditioning" that we have undergone, not doing anything= wasting a day. Constant emphasizing of hard work has made us associate relaxation with a waste of time, just like MM Lee once said ( paraphrasing ) , " there is no poor man, only a lazy one." and the yabber yabber about instead of giving away cash , we should teach people how to make them.

The US is in deep shit now, both politically and economically. Like seriously, frankly i feel both Obama and McCain arent good. Obama is master of inspiration and getting support, but he is sadly lacking experience in managing state affairs and theres also the fact that while most people dont say it, some of them will feel a certain sense of prejudice towards Obama for his background. McCain does not think before he speaks, which is why Palin really suits him. One doesnt think before he speaks while the other skips questions she cant answer or dont want to. This year election is a joke but hey Mr Bush is stepping down. But Obama is the man that US should pick, McCain aint withdrawing troops from Iraq and is adopting the "bush doctrine" (which palin doesnt know , lol? ) whats the difference if you vote for McCain then, the US will go thru "12 years of bush" instead of 8.

"I can see Russia from my house" these are the quotes used in the parody which Tina Fey acted in, know whats the funny thing about the parody? The quotes used by them are the exact ones which Palin used (except the earlier one), no twisting or changing the words, the actual words were already a joke, it doesnt even appear like a joke, more like a reiteration of the quotes and emphasizing its comical effects. Geez even if you mean Russia is close to the US not in terms of geographical but in other aspects, Hello, where the hell were you when they were having the CW, applying lipstick on your alaskan huskies?

Economically, US is crashing and thanks to its stupid Marshall plan it implemented last time, tying all economies to it, now every western country is hit with Iceland almost going bankrupt with the IMF stepping in to help The West are hypocrites , recalling the Asian crisis in 1990s , the US with its ( note its ) IMF were stating , let them crash, let the Asian Banks crash, we cant help we cant. Then now, they are gathering to help , amazing. They only have a fund of like 500 billion and they are planning to fork out aid to countries in the trillions, yeah i am sure the money you need will fall from the sky or you guys can take it from the 3rd world countries again, selling their citizen's organas if the natural resources arent enough. You guys are the US arent you, high in moral fibre and shit , yo Aussies , no capital punishment and yet you guys are shooting the terrorists. Bitch at Singaporea for its capital punishment and yet your are doing it, not so fun when YOUR own security and people are dying eh?

Well, my father is rather happy cause he goes in now when its low and when it rises he sells , earning like 500-1k i know its little but its better than nth and at such times, its good.

Sorry for bitching haha , i dont really like the US, nope i dont. And their moral arguments and standards pisses me off. Just because we dont adhere to your standards does not make us barbaric bitches, you guys arent the universal standards you people think you are. For a race who believes in Christianity and the concept of humility , you guys dont really practise what you preach eh?

The last few days were good, did some exercises and i am aching everywhere. Running seems to be a little tougher though, i like the exhuastion at least its the good kind, not the one due to stress but of fatigue.

PS: F.R.I.E.N.D.S rocks, its like Soma without Soma. Haha....................

Cheers!!!!

Oct. 8th, 2008

  • 4:46 PM

Cant really be bothered to study BNW, so yeah , i am watching FRIENDS instead.

Monica: Go on teach me something about men and women.

Chandler: Alright i have taught you so much already but whatever.
                   See when you flirt with a guy, you think you are just flirting; no big deal.
                   But the guy thinks " Finally, somebody who wants to sleep with me.

Monica: No way.

Chandler: Its true.

Monica: Well thats pathetic.

Chandler: Again true.

Haha felt that this was really funny , so yeah.

Complaint Choir

  • Oct. 5th, 2008 at 1:25 AM


Well, found this online.

Apparently there are alot more complaint choirs on youtube in fact, theres a channel on complaint choirs of different countries.

Significantly,  Singapore's video is the longest haha.

Have fun .......

YES HISTORY IS OVER!!!

  • Oct. 3rd, 2008 at 10:09 PM

OK, the hardest exam is over, and the hardest exam goes by the name of History.

I swear yesterday was one of the worst days ever in my life, trying to cramp in IH and SEA ( Which i didnt finish studying =.=).

UP TILL NOW SO FAR...
GP- Nicely done...
Math-I might be able to pass it with a stroke of luck...
Chinese- Hard exam, hope i will scrap a B.
Lit Paper 1- Poem was hard , aint a fan of poems anyway.  Othello was ok i guess.
History- Average, ran out of time though, for question 2.

So now all that is left are Econs and Lit paper 2.

After monday i will be hell happy i swear.......

Oct. 2nd, 2008

  • 7:54 PM

Taken from http://news.sg.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=1706024

 

Australian PM says Bali bombers 'cowards'

Combo photo shows convicted Bali bombers Ali Ghufron alias Mukhlas (left), Imam Samudera alias Abdul Aziz (centre) and Amrozi (right) during their 2003 trials. The three Bali bombers awaiting execution in Indonesia are mass murderers and cowards, Australian Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has said.
 

 

The three Bali bombers awaiting execution in Indonesia are mass murderers and cowards and deserve what is coming to them, Australian Prime Minister Kevin Rudd said Thursday.

Rudd made the remarks as Australian media reacted with outrage to statements by the bombers at their prison Wednesday during an event marking the Eid al-Fitr holiday at the end of the Muslim holy month of Ramadan.

The bombers laughed for the cameras and told reporters they had no remorse over the 2002 attacks on the holiday island which killed 202 people, 88 of them Australians.

"If the execution is carried out, that will constitute the biggest criminal act because they will be killing holy warriors," said Mukhlas, who faces a firing squad along with fellow militants Amrozi and Imam Samudra.

"The Bali bombers describe themselves as holy warriors. I say the Bali bombers are cowards and murderers pure and simple and frankly they can make whatever threats they like," Rudd told Australian radio.

"They deserve the justice that will be delivered to them."

Plans to execute the men before Ramadan were shelved over a delay in paperwork and a revised date has not yet been set.

Australia does not use the death penalty and the government has at times intervened in efforts to prevent the execution of Australians abroad, but there have been no attempts to save the three from being put to death.

Asked whether he would seek forgiveness from the families of Western victims, Imam Samudra said: "I don't ask for forgiveness from infidels, I only ask for forgiveness from Muslims."

Asking for forgiveness for one's past sins is a tradition during Eid in Indonesia.

The statements provoked the headline: "Final insult, Bali bomber's last words: I'll never regret it," in the Daily Telegraph. The Australian headlined its report: "Bali bombers still laughing".



Well , i hope you burn in hell. This are the screwed up mentality of some people seriously. For all their so called righteousness , they have failed to see that if a "God" asks for the deaths of human lives, then he isnt god , but the devil.

With all the talk about the morality of capital punishment, hows this for moral justice.

History is tomorrow and i am sick , parents found that out easily just by looking at me , said that my face looked sunken , well i am screwed, its 8pm and i havent studied SEA and SBQ and End of cold war.


 

Why has the stress disappeared?

  • Sep. 28th, 2008 at 6:16 PM

Ok , for some freakish reason, my stress has evaporated, obviously metaphorically but its kinda screwed up, i am not pressured to study hard or anything. I guess this has to do with my objective of just passing, just a pass and i will be happy, screw it la whether u do well or just pass , u still promote. Besides, i might not even be staying, i guess these are the few reasons why i am not as stress as everybody else.

But i am depressed cause of the choice i have to make soon and its really frustrating at times, there are so many factors to consider and stuff.

Well tomorrow is GP and since i have no idea how to study for that, i just revised thru math math math, which is on tuesday and which is something i have been dreading. Math is scary, very, i rather watch a horror show than do math but since MOE has decided we need to soon integrate and differentiate in our daily lives soon; before paying the canteen uncle 3 dollars we have to differentiate and integrate the cost of the ingredients and how much the uncle is profitting from us and also, calculate the probablility that it will rain before we leave the house.

If i pass my math test, i am going to run to Mr Lim and say a big thank you, like seriously , he is the MAN. He revised everything with us thru after classes lessons where any teacher can just ask his/her students to screw off but nooo, he really wants all of us to pass.

Stress cripples
No stress disables.